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slowpoke-d

gomen i just dont know if i can clean up this account nicely enough to restart

idk but basically ive been super active on my ipod on instagram, paigeeworld and art amino under the user slakoths and
right now im doing art as a means of self care but i kinda miss this place but wow i also feel super shitty about not getting work done but my motivation and time for the computer is like zero
also a lot has changed kinda maybe idk
i got cute undies yesterday tho

im so sorry i feel awful idk if i wanna make a new account or just clean out this one i wish dA had an app id use it then uGH

i miss this place but at the same time it makes me feel a little toxic
same with tumblr
i miss the people who used to talk to me

ill figure out something when i get off on summer break

aha i polished
too bad titles dont accept polish characters augh

oK SO LIKE
IM STILL GONE???
but im ok??? not rly bc im still the same but with an extra cold lol
i just wanted to say hi im here dw ill get back on eventually just let me fail math bc my teacher suck hue hue hue

oh hey remember when i said im in a shitty state and wouldnt be on
well hello
for now

my sincerest apologies to everyone out there waiting on me for art but holy shit my life
i dont think i can rly type all too much out bc my brains a little frazzled and what not buuuut
in short: anxiety everywhere, bleeding for a month (finally stopped), massive fatigue and fucking school is making my life hell rn, massive dysphoria and a lot of time spent in bed either watching shows/yt and sleeping

yeh

i'll try my best to be on a bit bc
im isolating myself too much aaaah

wow so im sorry for disappearing from the internet and neglecting work but so far things have taken a turn for the not so great health wise and i cannot make an effort to come on
its enough of an effort for me to get out of bed
but my semesters nearly over and ill have a lil long weekend as well as a shortened schedule next sem because im just too exhausted and sickish to function for a whole day
its not helping that theres like 3ish feet of snow kinda hanging around (ill get better as the weather does too)
but basically a lot of people are suggesting i have a slew of new problems to add to the old ones and ive been bouncing from appointment to appointment and its very tiring and i seem to be disinterested in things i like which isnt good for me

anywho im super sorry for those waiting on art from me and as much as i want to do it im not in the right mind to so since im more existing and not really living right now
super sorry